Feminization or feminisation see spelling differences , sometimes forced feminization shortened to forcefem or forced femme ,   and also known as sissification ,  is a practice in dominance and submission or kink subcultures, involving reversal of gender roles and making a submissive partner take on a feminine role, which may include cross-dressing. Subsets of the practice include "sissy training" and variations thereof, where the submissive partner is trained over time in femininity. Feminization as a sexual fetish is not the same thing as being a transgender woman , and the submissive partners engaging in it are typically heterosexual , cisgender men. It has been speculated that the fetish is rooted in societal pressure for men to be traditionally masculine. Feminization is a practice in dominance and submission or kink subcultures, which involves reversing gender roles, making a submissive partner — typically a man — take on a feminine role, often for humiliation-based sexual pleasure. People participating in feminization often role-play different scenarios based around the submissive partner's femininity or feminine clothes; these may include role-playing being caught in the act of trying on panties or lipstick, being discovered to be wearing frilly lingerie under their clothes, being a princess,  being a " damsel in distress " and treated like a helpless woman,  or being hired "as a woman" for a female-coded job like a nurse, cheerleader, sex worker, or businesswoman.
So why do I do it? As a Domme, I can dominate a male by force or humiliation or blackmail. I can keep him naked and make him serve me as a servant but I always have a male serving me. I can tie him up, spank him, keep him naked or in a cage, but he is still a male and maybe even a man. As soon as I stop my control he returns to being a man again or at least a male.
Normally we would like these things to be a surprise. Some of them can be a little scary to the uninitiated, but as you have expressed such a strong desire to realize your dreams I think we can make an exception in your case. As you may or may not know, we possess techniques that are virtually unimaginable by the outside world. As someone once said, science taken to its highest level is indistinguishable from magic. We have reached that level and can do almost anything we want to both mind and body.